Is this it? The dreaded?
From 1315 hrs today felt a runny nose and as if a cold coming on. Oh LORD
Blind panic.Then felt chest tightening up. Oh God this is it. Later realised it was my new-ish bra and tightened straps hoisting boobs up towards collarbone. Not tight lungs. Waited for fever headache/cough but nothing. forthcoming so far.. felt cold, horribly, bitterly cold- not hot, as led to believe, with eyes and nose running on daily permitted walk .
All I could think about was if I have got, it how horrible OFT would be to me particularly if other fam membs affected. .
“All YOUR fault. Look what you have put us through!” He would shout this then leave weight watchers chicken soup leave soup outside the self isolation zone (spare room) door. At least I might lose some weight.
Spent miserable day- as ever- wiping down fridge door handle, well all door handles actually plus piano keys and loo flush handles. Communicated location of death pack to eldest child. Just in case.
It is the uncertainty that is so dreadful- every cough/sniffle to torture us for months to come. This is a dreadful way to live
One good thing. Enrolled in a free online course. “Python for beginners”. Perhaps I can make something of what remains of my life after all.
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